May, 1999


11
May 99

Tuesday:

Tropical happened last weekend. Good group of people dancing to a good group of house beats.

It left me thoughtful and only a little lonely. The lonely thing is not too overwhelming or anything. It’s just a thing. Nothing to worry about really.

Julie’s back in town for the summer. I wonder how that will be.


11
May 99

Tuesday:

We always end up in arguments. We’re getting better about it, though. We’re starting to discuss that issue itself. It’s a thing.

There’s a lot of things. That’s something I’ve come to realize. I’m not sure I’ll ever understand all of the things that go on. In fact, I’m pretty sure I won’t.

I’ve started keeping a paper journal. I don’t know why… it just happened. I’ve been neglecting this one as a result. I’ve been writing about things that I hide from all of you. Maybe I’ll get brave and let some of them out. I’ve been dealing with some of my more tender issues lately.

I do have tender issues. Yes, I do.


6
May 99

Thursday:

We might actually have DSL this month!
Whoo! Once that happens, we’ll be able to start doing real internet stuff again. That’ll be nice.


6
May 99

Thursday:

People are unreliable and fickle and they don’t do what you tell them and they don’t do what you’d like them to do.

I guess that’s what makes life interesting, and the extra little things that happen as a result of the inconsistency of life is what makes the world go around.