I really think people in the middle of the country might be dumber than people on the coasts. I know comedians have said such things in the past… but I think it might really be true. I don’t know why… I’m working on some theories, still.
Weird.
January, 2000
16
Jan 00
Sunday:
One time, one.
An announcement.
Coming soon to follow up on the reinvention of idallas.com comes the much too long awaited iThug.com. Respect it.
Yeeah.
One time.
I have also just finished Skinny Legs and All. It’s quite cataclysmic in a very subtle way. Good read if you’re having some trouble thinking.
13
Jan 00
Thursday:
The commercials on daytime TV are so brainless. I guess they figure people watching at that time are used to it? On top of that, they’re mostly for health products… I guess maybe the only people at home watching TV during the day are old or sick?
Where does that put me?
13
Jan 00
Thursday:
It’s snowing today, here in Ohio. Just in time to welcome me in! It’s just a light sprinkle, but there’s something so delicate about snow that just can’t be matched by anything in industrial LA.
I’ve watched more TV in the past 12 hours than I had in the past 3 months. There’s still nothing on, and MTV is even worse.
Oh well. I slept pretty well last night, and I don’t have a lot to do for a few days. Maybe I’ll do something wonderful and interesting!
12
Jan 00
Wednesday:
here we go, traipsing through time.
Aren’t we gay? All of us here.
We love to party, we’re where it’s at.
12
Jan 00
Wednesday:
Ohio, here I come!
I’m leaving California to go spend a few days in the mid-west. Life is slower out that direction… I have a lot planned for my slow time.
I have a lot of reading and writing and general play-time to partake in.
I’m looking forward to it, I think. We’ll see how I feel after the first couple of days, though.
Now, I have to pack…
11
Jan 00
Tuesday:
darn
I’m not sure how I feel about things all the time. I’m having trouble letting go of somebody I care about… but I had trouble holding onto her while I had the chance… and I don’t really know what I want. I believe things have transpired in a desirable fashion, but that still leaves me dealing with my curious feelings.
11
Jan 00
Tuesday:
sitting and talking and laughing among friends. the world before me like a closed but inviting paperback. No real harm done, but still worth something more than I can understand.
We went to a party thing tonight. It was at a club… I’m so awkward sometimes in social situations. Not too bad, but enough to make other people feel a little awkward. Sort of weird.
10
Jan 00
Monday:
There is magic in this group. Real magic. We don’t all get along, but we must all play our roles. I guess the trick now is to figure out what form those roles must take.
10
Jan 00
Monday:
lonely again.
I’m so hard to please. I always want something other than what I have.
I think it might be a fear of commitment sort of thing, but I dunno. Maybe I’m just picky… but what if I really do miss the magic moment while I’m all caught up with my self and my silly worries?
