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Connections colliding.
Spawning recitals of poetry and song.
Redirecting wisps of smoke…

To the end of endings,
and the dawn of power,
You’ll follow my trail with your nose.

Hear me cry your name,
again and again. Will you know?

Repeat and redirect and reject, perhaps.
Overemphasize and misdirect and in effect,
destroy.

Time is always pounding down on my head like the beat of a hot hot sun far overhead. Relentless.
I’m fair-skinned, too. Those two don’t mix.

When I start to lose track of what I’ve been accomplishing, the internal tension starts to build… The frustration and minor aggravation grows. And then that makes it harder to accomplish things… more in the way and all that. Trends like that are what keep me thinking.

So, what to do?
Do do do.
Forget about everything (or almost) and do something.
Something.

Have faith in your ability to be content. Find that place. You don’t have to stay there, but you should at least keep one finger pointing at it as you shoot scoot through the stratosphere.

Oh ho.

beat beat
I have nearly completed another beat.

Have you heard?
The beat, the beat is coming!
And the beat, the beat, the beat is on fire.

Catch some breath and some wind. Catch it if you can.

thank you for this feast of melon and collies
and thank me for this fine table I have prepared.
And thank us for tormenting our souls
with uneeded worrying and whining
and watch as I toast and be merry.

Slap me once
slap me twice
slap me sexy!

slap me wrong
slap me right
slap me sexy!

slap me yellow
slap me blue
just slap me
slap me sexy!

running amuck through the ages,
battling whores and pimps and sages,
I swing from the trees with my sword in hand,
and kick your whiney asses from here to malaysia.

(I guess the timing is a little weird, but it’s still a nice sentiment, isn’t it?)

vibin it.
Squarepusher is a mad man.
maneeak.

Some feathers were ruffled in the office today. It happenes. I got a catalog of cool stuff to reward people… like certificates for employee of the month and stuff. Sorta random. I think I might order some of it, though.

Hello, my lovelies.
I now invite you to peruse through the offerings at another persona I have up online…
djdown.com.
Let me know if you give it a listen and have any thoughts or whatever. I have more tracks in the works that I will put up shortly.

Life is taking an interesting turn. There’s still a few too many downer vibes for complete comfort, but all in all things are looking up. La la lala. Yay for me.

My horoscope has been just amazing and incredible lately. It’s making me rethink everything going on in my life. I think I really needed that push.

Free Will Astrology

I have already moved myself into a new room at the building with a new desk setup, and I have a new pet.
Life is changing!

I’m thinking all the time about something terrible I did this weekend. It showed off the gaping holes in the shell I have been constructing for awhile around me.

It’s especially bad because I really shouldn’t need to have a shell like that in the first place. I should be able to let people come in close to me. I have decided that I can’t, I guess… and who’s to tell me different?

Maybe someone already has.
Maybe lots of people already have… and I haven’t listened very well up to now.

I haven’t yet accomplished anything very noteable. I must not slow down, but I must also still be careful to not disrupt the flow.